too late

Someone just told me something that is very heartbreaking for me.. something that I would never thought it would break my heart so much.. the second I read the message my tears flow straight none stop and felt my heartache once again after years.. never thought this would happen at this time.. the no earlier is because I'm afraid that someone will get hurt because of my uncertainties.. now I'm all prepared to say yes but I don't think I will have the chance to say it anymore..

What's next?

been thinking bout my life for the pass weeks.. what should I do next? which job field should I enter? and many more.. after the failure of SIA I've been very demotivated.. haiz.. but still.. life goes on! gonna try to get a temporary job for the moment and only will hunt for a permanent job after June as I'm going holidays too much.. dont think any company would like a newbie to take so many leaves..

other than that.. been thinking bout another part of my life as well.. been single long enough and ended up in such situation.. haiz.. making myself sort of suffering now.. some told me to let go as it's not worth it.. but.. I'M CONFUSED TOOOO!!! should I give myself a chance and wait or let go of it immediately? I already knew the consequences from day 1.. maybe i really shouldnt had let my feelings out in the first place.. arghhh! fine.. dowan to think.. let it be~ let it be~~

missed my grandpa suddenly.. he's been away for 13 yrs and 4 months now.. missed how he used to spoil me.. missed how he would teach me little naughty things.. missed the house we used to stayed in.. and I could still remember every details of the house clearly.. from the kitchen to the garden to the mango tree where we always wait for it to bare fruits.. to the special fruit tree outside where the fruit tastes so sweet.. misses them so much..

haiz...

quite disappointed for failing the interview today. had to tell everyone im fine but still.. quite sad bout it lo.. was quite confident during the interview but still.. HAIZZZZZZZ...............

had to figure a new plan for myself now.. haiz..

confused...

confused.. a lil confused.. very confused.. hmmm...

Tagged

I was tagged by Sotong (a.k.a Mavis the blur)

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


Starting time: 2:11am
Name: Kyrina
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 0
Shoe Size: UK 7
Height: 163 cm


Where do you live: KL
Favourite drinks: Fruit Juices
Favourite breakfast: Chocolate perhaps?


Have you ever
Been on a plane?: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep at school: Definitely
Broken someone's heart: Yes
Fell off your chair: Hmmm.. I don't think so..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes
What is your room like: Super duper messy at all time
What's right beside you: Arm of the chair I'm sitting on
What is the last thing you ate: Cheese baked rice.. I made it


Ever had
Chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: No no
Broken nose: Nope


Do you
Believe in love at first sight: Used to
Like picnics: Never tried


Who was, were
The last person you danced with: School/college senior
Last made you smile: Reading Mavis's latest blog entry on our Merdeka outing
You last yelled at: Can't remember..


Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Parents, G-ma
Kissed anyone: Nope
Get sick: NOOO
Talk to an ex: Tak da
Miss someone: Today.. nope..
Eat: Yes.. lots of food..


Best feeling in the world:
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Used to
What's under your bed: Many many many things..
Who do you really hate: Don't really have the hate feeling now..
What time is it now?: 2:24am


5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. 1998... Studying in Yuk Choi Primary School in Ipoh, Standard 5
2. Taking care of my baby cousin sister Chanel when she was born
3. I can't remember la... so long adi...
4.
5.


5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Pay Pui Foong
2. Clean my super duper messy room
3. Study
4. Study
5. Study!!!


5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Milk chocs
2. Ice-creams
3. Toffee/caramel
4. Cornflakes
5. Potato chips


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Shop till I drop
2. Travel around the world
3. Donate to some small and no-people-peduli homes
4. Get a nice nice house a.k.a dream home...
5. Start a business and be my own 'si tao po'.. hahaha!


5 of my bad habits:
1. Procrastinator
2. Hot tempered
3. Lazy x 3
4. Picky with food
5. Criticizing/complaining


5 places I have lived/ stayed a night in:
1. Desa Parkcity
2. Malacca
3. Ipoh
4. Lee Hoon's place
5. Pui Foong's place


5 things I will do after complete what I'm busy with:
1. Pack my room *again*
2. Holiday!!
3. Shopping
4. Search for a part-time job
5. Work as a part-timer


5 people I tag: Sue-Ann, Jia Kei, Ling Ling, Casey, Monday

All time favorite!

Suddenly felt that I like LeeHom more! (OK la.. I know it sounded 'dramatic' but I dunno how to describe that feeling la..) Felt like watching some of his pass year stuff earlier on, so went youtubing on him for the pass 2 hours. Found few of my all time favorites! Really really loveeeeeee his voice... Although nowadays I will get bored of too much LeeHom'ing but once in a while I will still listen to some of my favorite thru the headphones and wow! his voice is still as great as it always does! I really enjoy listening to his voice. It sounded peaceful to me! and of 'cos it will make me happier! HAHAHA! (OK... I am getting more and more dramatic! muahahaha!)

Some of the musical instruments that he plays

He knows at lease 14 musical instruments that includes violin, piano, guitar, drums, er hu, etc......

He has perfect pitch!

He speaks 5 languages including French!


OK~ End of my promoting. ^^

Fireworks?!

Was browsing thru youtube and saw the new year's fireworks display from Taipei 101. Was just wondering when will Malaysia have something like this (not to say places even further like Europe!) at our Petronas Twin Tower or KL tower...... Once a year maybe? Merdeka or New Year? Hmmm......




Nice eh? Last year was even nicer!