too late

Someone just told me something that is very heartbreaking for me.. something that I would never thought it would break my heart so much.. the second I read the message my tears flow straight none stop and felt my heartache once again after years.. never thought this would happen at this time.. the no earlier is because I'm afraid that someone will get hurt because of my uncertainties.. now I'm all prepared to say yes but I don't think I will have the chance to say it anymore..

What's next?

been thinking bout my life for the pass weeks.. what should I do next? which job field should I enter? and many more.. after the failure of SIA I've been very demotivated.. haiz.. but still.. life goes on! gonna try to get a temporary job for the moment and only will hunt for a permanent job after June as I'm going holidays too much.. dont think any company would like a newbie to take so many leaves..

other than that.. been thinking bout another part of my life as well.. been single long enough and ended up in such situation.. haiz.. making myself sort of suffering now.. some told me to let go as it's not worth it.. but.. I'M CONFUSED TOOOO!!! should I give myself a chance and wait or let go of it immediately? I already knew the consequences from day 1.. maybe i really shouldnt had let my feelings out in the first place.. arghhh! fine.. dowan to think.. let it be~ let it be~~

missed my grandpa suddenly.. he's been away for 13 yrs and 4 months now.. missed how he used to spoil me.. missed how he would teach me little naughty things.. missed the house we used to stayed in.. and I could still remember every details of the house clearly.. from the kitchen to the garden to the mango tree where we always wait for it to bare fruits.. to the special fruit tree outside where the fruit tastes so sweet.. misses them so much..

haiz...

quite disappointed for failing the interview today. had to tell everyone im fine but still.. quite sad bout it lo.. was quite confident during the interview but still.. HAIZZZZZZZ...............

had to figure a new plan for myself now.. haiz..

beh song!

I beh song now! ok la.. beh song for the passed few hours, now not so bad adi..

Leehom was here on 19th for the new Celcom ad and how can I not know 'bout it! When I found out that he was here straight away I called everyone that might know about it and none of them got any news of it! arghhh!

My study mood dropped down to 0 when I saw the on set photos of the ad!! beh song to da max lo! aiks.. but after half an hour of calls.. I left it to faith.. whether will I get any news from anyone. Thinking back on the Coke ad 7 and a half months back, I'm still happy and satisfied with the 2 hours+ of handsomeness and cuteness working with him! HAHAHA!

FINE! I'll study hard now for my crucial paper in 12 hours time! Bye Leehom!

confused...

confused.. a lil confused.. very confused.. hmmm...

Surprised!

I can't even recall when was the last time I had this so surprised feeling. I am now surprised + happy! Must write down how I am feeling now!!

A long lost close primary schoolmate that migrated to Australia since secondary called me after we lost contacting for 10 years!!! I WAS SHOCKED!!!!!

Received a call showing +60302 while I was busy planning my next trip with my friends in MSN. Naturally I would expect it to be another fella calling from Taiwan, which I didn't want to answer.

At that moment, my mind told me not to answer my my fingers did answer that call. Thank God is not the voice that I expected it to be but it turn out to be a strange voice......

"Ngo hai yip mun kit ah"
"Norman Yap?!"
*OMG!!*

After hearing my going-to-hang-up-the-phone-voice, he was smart enough to let me who he was immediately. I was shock+stunt+dunno what to say! after 10 years! We didn't contact for 10 years, no one has his contact, I tried searching him on Facebook, etc... Out of a blue moon he called! I was very very happy indeed. He was one of my very close friend during my primary school days, and I never missed someone so much before! So happy till I dunno what to say adi. Our conversation lasted for 1 hour.. asked for contacts such as FB & MSN.. then we continued chatting on MSN.. then he called again.. 2 hours+ till now where we just hung up the phone.. wow!

Another reason that I was so surprise is 'cos yesterday night or I should say this morning I had a long dream which he was in that same dream too! For no reason he suddenly appeared in my dream and in the same night he called after we lost contact for 10 years! OMG!! (my dream ended at the very climax of the story! where my dad dropped something on my head and woke me up! arghhh!!!)

He will be back for CNY next year.. will definitely meet him as we are planning for a primary schoolmates gathering! I am all hyped now!!! and looking forward to the CNY gathering!!

Reading them again

hmmm... I just read few of my old blog entries, quite ok ma.. why did I stop writing? lazy for sure..

I think I should start writing again.. haha..

been busy with assignments for the pass few weeks till siao.. tons of them.. 1 coming in after another.. *faint* but thank God!!! 1 more left for this week and it's a wrap!!!

currently busying on another thing as well.. me and PF are setting up a blogshop and also we are having our stall in a bazaar end of the month selling accessories and handmade stuff.. the handmade stuff which make us headache.. although we made both on our own, but the accessories are not so bad *still give me headaches*.. the handmade stuff which kills me more.. coz I seldom sew, so my sewing is slow!!! takes me lots of time to complete 1 item!! neways.. I need money!! so cant complain.. I choose to do it..

So, whoever reading this.. come visit me at table no.24 in the bazaar on 29th August (Sat) in Asia Cafe SS15 Subang. Im sure the bazaar is interesting as there are many other stalls as well.. ~~~

Bali bali bali~~~

Bali here I come again~~~

This round I'm going with my Hommies gang.. will be taking off on Saturday evening~

5D4N trip to Kuta and Lovina
Planned to stay in Kuta for 2 days, Lovina for a night, goes back to Kuta for the last night.
Going to Lovina to see dolphins!!! on my bday!! wuhooo~~~
and our hotel in Lovina has 4 dolphin in their own pool!! wuhooo again~~~

This trip is quite cheap 'cos v got cheap flights and cheap rates for nice hotels..
The best of all is...... I don't need to pay a single cent for shopping!! hahaha!
Uncle and dad sponsoring all my cash as my bday gift! yeah!!
will definitely update my trip this time..

Some info on my accommodation..

Kuta's hotel
Secret garden Inn
We booked the bungalow unit that can fit in 5 person for Rp700,000 per night, 3 alternate nights in total.

Lovina's hotel
Melka Excelsior
Supposedly rated 4 star but the rates are cheap surprisingly... so let's see......
USD37 per room for 2, and USD49 per room for 3 with extra bed.
The dolphins in the hotel attracted us to booked this hotel actually, 'cos thinking if we can't see the dolphins in the sea at lease we can still get a glimpse of them in our hotel pool.. hahaha!

We booked a van to travel around that cost Rp900000 for 5 days.

That's all for the moment! Wait till I come back for more updates~~ ^^

Ad shooting WITH Leehom

Yes.. is WITH the real Leehom... not banner/poster/banting/cardboard...

I'd always envy the TW fans where they can participate in Leehom's MV. How I wish I could have a chance... and my dream came true~ Finally I had a chance to 'work' with him, not in his MV but in the same ad.
Both of us were lucky enough to be part of the 80 extras in Leehom's upcoming endorsement ad. It's a China ad which will not be broadcast in Msia. Thx to my friend which asked us to be replacements the very last minute. * Luv ya Joseph~!*


Our journey started on Thursday *very early* morning......

We departed from home @ 3:45am to the production house where they provided buses for us to Bukit Tinggi. After taking our attendance, had a short briefing in bus where they told us the 'ultimate' rule.. DO NOT GO NEAR TO THE RED TEAM, WHICH IS WANG LEEHOM'S TEAM. No cheering, handshakes, autographs, photographs, calling him, and waving. We cannot even show excited faces if he smile to us, cannot show any reaction if he hug and kiss too.. *how I wished to... haha!*
After everyone arrived, everything sorted out nicely, we left @ 5:00am.. Bukit Tinggi here we come~~~

Everyone slept through the whole journey and we arrived in Bukit Tinggi @ 6:00am. Sky is still dark, nice cooling weather, and the lights decos are nice! We were then lead to our 'dungeon' for breakfast. Food sucks to da max! Cold fried rice and bitter fried noodle. After breakfast, wardrobe selection, rules and regulations of the day, etc...

Life of a 'prisoner' begins...... we were not allowed to go anywhere except to our dedicated washroom. It's hot when the sun rises even though we are in Bukit Tinggi!! All of us were left under a canopy doing nth and ended up taking naps on the table.. =.=

Everyone was bored and slept...

As time goes by~~~ 8, 9, 10, 11, 12:00pm...

"All extras standby now!"
Finally! We got something better to do rather than sleeping and crapping! and... can see Leehom! Everyone went up to the set, saw the featured talents were having rehearsal, Leehom not there yet, and soooo hot!! We waited for our scene in shades and suddenly they need 10 extras in front to fit in the empty spaces and we were the lucky ones! Both of us were positioned in front among the extras. *wuhoo~* Then rehearsal started... we were hired to jump and cheers together happily coz it's a summer ad.

After a few round of rehearsal, here comes the superstar~~ *cheng cheng cheng~~~*
He walked out from the back and coincidently he passed by in between me & mv! We were super excited but we cant express it out on our faces =.= Later on our 'bao mu' a.k.a supervisor came told us rmb the rules coz those behind got scolding for waving to him. Then everyone rehearsed again, and cameras start rolling~
Act, act, act... jump jump jump~ these few shots were the normal shots coz they just need close-ups of him. It's a very sunny day and after 10 mins of standing under the sun, I started to feel burning pain on the top part of my feet. Sunburn!! *ouch* Luckily during breaks for the next shot, there's unlimited cold can drinks and water for us to quench our thirst and also to cool us down.
Approximately 1 hour later, Leehom decided to have lunch first before continuing...

Lunch suck as well.. =.= had a 'bien dang' with only satu pokok of vege and 2 small pieces of sweet sour chic.. Weather is super duper hot and everything is bad at that time. After lunch, rested for around half an hour, jumping & cheering again @ 2:30.. This time they needed all 80 extras together cos they are shooting from a high angle. We went back into places, and here comes the fun~~
They wanted a human wave(correct ah?)! Co-director directed what they wanted, rehearsed, the man comes out... He passed by Mavis and she was shivering in excitement! haha!
Co-director explain what they wanted to him then camera start rolling. NG for a few times and they changed 'story' for some better shots. This time our man need to run in between the crowd! This was fun! I was so excited *inside* when I overheard them talking on the new story line coz he will definitely pass by me! *wuhoo~*

Camera rolling again~ *drink drink drink... ahhhhh... jump! cheer! run run run~~~* I could feel the 'wind' when he run passed me! 2 attempts and the director was not satisfied with it coz the crowd behind were too far apart (they actually made way for him to run through). Leehom told the director that the crowd don't need to make way for him when he pass by. So, director said "stand nearer to each other now!" ... "Action!"
This time we were standing abit too tight for him to passed through and I have to 'jump' aside for him to pass through. *SYIOKNESS!!*
Few attempts again and they changed another 'story'. This time I didn't know what they planned coz we were having break in the shades as there are some clouds covering Mr. Sun~ Yes.. they want the very very bright sunny sun as they didn't use the spotlights.. =.=
10 mins later? "10 seconds!! standby! sun is here!!" This time the crowd arrangement in front changed a lil and I get to stand in between the featured talents(= nearer to Leehom)!! *wuhooo again!*

Waited for the clouds to clear, standby, camera rolling, ACTION! He repeated the same action, and everybody cheer! He happily jumping and cheering then he ran over and stopped beside me!! cos the featured band were surrounding me and he need to have some interaction with them. We then jump, dance, and cheer together around him and with him!! *SYIOKNESS TO DA MAX!!* He is like a few centimeters away from me! and I can shout out my excitement 'officially' cos the camera was still rolling. *Wuuuu!!* Mavis was drooling as well at that time cos she can see his face right in front of her!

This was our fav. scene of the day and our job has ended... We went back to our 'base' and waited for them to finish their close up shots. Round 1 hour+ later (@ 4:30), my friend(one of the featured band members) came down and told us thats all for the day~~ Clean up, salary time, head counts, Bye bye!!!

They even brought bench as props =.=
and that's 1 of our supervisor

Actually we guessed he was in good mood that day cos he sang and whistle on set. Other than that, he showed the cute side of him. We had to freeze before the camera starts to roll and he followed what the director said whereby he actually don't have to. He helped to 'catch' those who moved when they said freeze. Quite hard for me to explain that part, hope they will show the 'behind the scenes' then you'll know..

Bye bye B.Tinggi~~

- The End -

Us in bus

It's a very rare chance to participate in his ad and work together with him. Although it's hot and tired but this might be only our once in a life time chance and we really appreciate it. *Thx Joe!* ^^


One more thing, now I understand why people working around artists/superstar have no reaction when they see them... cos it's really nth much special about them after working for a period of time. We were super excited at first but nearing the end and with the sun shinning bright above us, what we want was just cold drinks and aircon even he is just standing in front of us.. =.=

My badly burned left shoulder.. =.=

PS: We didn't have group photos or what-so-ever interaction with Leehom cos it's working time! ;)
and no cameras allowed on set, so no photos of that part too~

Joseph, KC, MV, MV's 'kat zai'
*didn't ask what's his name =.=*

Hate u MV!! arghhh!!!!

Waited for 2 years...

YES! the Music-man will be in town for concert this weekend!!! wuhooooo~~~~

after sooooo long.. finally! he is back again! cant wait to see him sing on stage...

having his concert songs marathon in my playlist now.. old songs are hardly played in my playlist.. so must rehearse before concert.. haha! can't wait!!

have to pack for my 3D2N Leehom trip with my hommies.. haha! will be camping in different houses for the next 2 days!

My luck!

got a call from 8TV-8864 at 7pm saying that I won Fahrenheit's hand-drawn card.. ahahaha! I am happy now!

I can't snatch the cap that Wu Chun threw to the audience in front of me on concert day but now I got something still.. muahahaha! *can sell it at a freaking high price if I am broke!!*

Like what the Chinese said : Cant get the stone, but grabbed some sand..

im bored.......

So freaking bored now.. no one wants/free to come out yum cha..

Those free ones staying soooo far away..

I don't club..

Went blog surfing, ended up reading all sad stuff..

HAIZZZZ...............

Tenji-ed at last!

Finally! went to this long-rumoured place.. but got disappointed..

I'm gonna list out more bad stuff here.. muahahaha!

The settings of the place is nice, floor space is wide.. but the tables are sooooo near to each other! it's like less than 15cm space? *KimGary style of arranging tables to fit more customers*


As for the food, not really that good except for the Japanese corner and the oysters*claimed by WaiYee*. The cooked food are mostly dried up and cold. Pre-order food.. so-so only la.. nothing really special.. beef was cold, grill prawns not fresh, salmon too grilled-up.. but the Unagi was nice!


Next up...... Beverage! hot flower tea, soft drinks, coffee machine that broke down, water+ ice dispenser, 4 types of juices where 3 of the water levels wont change (no1 likes it). The juice area is forever wet.. 'cos no one cleans the counters there.. water dripping everywhere around the area..

Desserts! they are VERY kiam siap with the Haagen Dazs ice-creams!! I went for the lunch promo which ends at 4 but at 3 the ice-creams are gone and they won't refill.. So you are giving out promo to us to pay less then you also supply us less and lower quality food la? pay less not a good customer meh?! What if I come at 2:30 and 3:00 is just in time for my desserts? Bad Tenji..

Cakes are quite alright, not too small not too big. Taste good also la of coz..


Fruits display makes them look not appetizing at all.. not cold enough.. apple oxidised.. coconuts are hard to find! always curi-curi letak 3-4 only.. ish! kiam kiam kiam! AND!!!!! the chocolate fountain was switched off at 3:00!!!! I didn't get to have fun with the flowing chocolate!!! GRRRRRR!!! damn you kiam siap people..

Thats all folks! I would rather go back to Jagoya for the same price paid..

The garden area

Extra stories......

There was this freaking annoying couple which sat beside our soooo closed table staring at us eating allllllll the while like as if we are eating alien food..

After makan, WaiYee went for her class.. then her car ran out of petrol half way! LOL! called me and Joeryn for help but ended up taking taxi to petrol station on their own.. haha!

The power of Caffeine!!

I'm tired but very awake now suffering from after effects of the damn coffee. Arghhh!

Been up whole night long to study for exam for this morning's paper. Thank God this subject was ok and I won't fail for sure! wakakaka!

I'm TIRED!!!! I wanna sleep................ and I bet of all I'm the only one suffering from this caffeine problem. haiz.......

Woke up at 10am on Sunday
stayed up whole day long
went out to McD at 3:30am
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
COFFEE COFFEE COFFEE at 7:15 onwards
exam at 9-11am
came back on 11:30am
busy here and there till 1pm
slept at 1pm and
woke up on 4pm! WTH?!?!?!?!

and I still need to study for another subject later for tomorrow's exam! ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Neways, today thx to all my 'darlings' that helped me I would say. My way of studying need to be like that. kaka! Hope this will last us for 3 more semesters!

God bless all of us! ^^

My darlings... hohoho!

Yes, I've more male friends than female ones, 'cos I grew up in a family full of males as well. BUT the males don't treat me like a female ok! So, don't be jealous. =.=

Christmas in Desa Parkcity - Day 1

Day 1 - Christmas Eve

Our journey started late (as usual) from 2:30pm --> 3:30pm ......

4:30pm
By the time we reached Desa Parkcity was already 4pm+. First thing we did when we reached was spring cleaning!!

and now, I would like to introduce to you our maids of the day!!

Maid 001
Kingsley

Maid 002

Sue-Ann

6:00pm

After cleaning, we took our city girl to the Kepong park. Reason being?
SHE WANNA FLY HER 1st KITE!

TA DA!!
Our city girl happily flying her kite

Kingsley said the photo looks like those 70s girl
very "ching chun".. hahaha!

After awhile of running with the kite, our kite still didn't went up =.= *yes la, my suggestion failed*
So, we observed and learned from others!! Later on, we followed how an uncle and his kid "fly kite" Then here comes Kingsley showing us how to do it!

We must do it with the most "charming" SMILE~ ^^

Wakakaka! I bet he wanna kill me when he see this..
Neways, after few attemps Toma did it! The Kite stayed for awhile la.. not very long.. haha!

Berita terkini !!
Kapal terbang didapati terhempas!

Terbang terbang, makan makan (ice-creamS), 1 hour passed, wind also not strong anymore, time to go back to bathe then go for dinner!

OK la, I know you all sure say I am not fair 'cos I posted all the funny photos. I show mine lo!

Lontar peluru style~

Just before we leave, I saw one weird-ugly-funny looking kite. Seriously dunno how to explain la.. hahaha! I wonder what will the creator will think when he sees this...... sad case...

Soft-legged Spiderman!!

Another funny thing we saw when we enter the park, but this was a good one... haha!

Kite fishing!!

10:00pm
Dinner time!!

You must be wondering why is the dinner so late right?

1. Waited for Ong from Wangsa Maju (supposed to fetch Joeryn but she fell sick)
2. BINGO!! We lost our way!! as usual... hahaha!

So, ended up eating at 10pm where all of us starve till dunno macam apa adi..

Pics pics pics!!

Our crab-crab dinner

My fav. pass time - taking funny pics of Sue-Ann

Wan Tin stunted Kingsley with the crab legs sticking out from her mouth

Look at my pretty arm!! HAHAHA!

Finish makan, chit chat awhile, take some photos again!

Wan Tin and her darling - Jerry Lai

Future couple... ^^

All of a sudden, our Ms. Sue-Ann merajuk...

'cosssssss......

She wanna take photo with the crab!!

One happy child

^^

The gigi boys

We left the restaurant round 11pm+ and I celebrated Christmas in the carpark.. hahaha!

After 12 will be Christmas day and I will take that as Day 2.
So, day 2 will come in later.. ^^

Leehom Pre-order Event

It's been awhile since I last attended a Leehom event in KL and finally... HE IS BACK!!

Yes! he'll be releasing his new album soon... 26th Dec 2008 is the official release date and of 'cos Msia will be slightly late, which is 5th Jan 2009.

Sg. Wang had a pre-launching event last Saturday(20/12) where we can order the CD and get the gifts on the spot! The gifts are nice - 2009 Calender and Biography on what he did in 2008

The reason I went to the event is of 'cos to order the CD and to support the event, but there's another reason that "encourage" me to go is...... to win gifts!!! kiasu leh me.. kakaka! Neways, I did went on stage to join the games and I got a SE Leehom gift set! kakaka! Oh ya, almost all of my Hommies gang went on stage except HJ.. haha!

After games, event ended and time for photos!! We went back on stage to take pic with the backdrop which is posters off Leehom stuck on a big board. Before we went up, the spotlight is already off, but when we are on the way up, they actually switched it on again for us! hahaha! Thx to the kind soul, our pics turn out to be very nice!

Holding the "free" gifts with 15 heads of Leehom behind me!

We got 1 Leehom each! ^^

Although I felt arkward+stupid on stage, but still I felt happy 'cos I'm finally attending a Leehom's event! kakaka!

Friends

It's really difficult for me to have a friend that works on the same "channel" with me.. I am one who doesn't like to act in front of a friend. Really can't understand what those people are thinking.. Why would you need to act in front of them? If they are your friends? Just be your true-self people!!

I had and have many of them that "acts" and seriously they suck big time!! Are there something wrong with their brains? attitude? WHY WHY WHY?!?!

Friendship are meant to be appreciated, not to ruined it.. Although I don't really like some of their attitude but I still do appreciate them as my friends! Friends are hard to find, friendship is difficult to maintain. So, APPRECIATE it!

Found these from a friend's blog that I think is really true...

我知道，
会有那么的一天。
大家曾经是那么要好的朋友，
曾经那么的熟悉过。
有一天，
将会变成如此的陌生，
如此的普通。

(Once, we were such good friends, understanding each other,
but, we will soon to not know each other anymore)
**My translation sucks la...

I do take my friendship serious.. VERY SERIOUS!! Trying my best to maintain it, but still there are some who doesn't understand what's friendship.. really sad bout that.. had been hurt deeply by some which I treat them like my good friends.. but they destroy the bond between us.. what can I say? ......

Once, I was sad 'coz my secondary friends had their new uni life and leaving the old ones for awhile.. but now, everyone appreciate it once again 'coz the bond is there.. had been together for 8 years, some even longer.. we don't act or fake things out, we are all good with anything and everything done by anyone.. which I really do love them even more now!

Until college life, my previous accounting friends.. once we were close too, after not being in the same course anymore.. everyone got separated as well.. but it's still ok for me 'coz we still do keep in touch once in a while..

Current college mates.. almost speechless.. kiddos.. immature.. attitute problem.. damn-Chinese-educated-kids.. not everyone of them but mostly.. although I am also Chinese educated but I don't act like one over-rated Chinese-educated-kid.. How should I "elaborate"...... Speechless lo!!!
I thought after leaving accounting, joining PR will be more fun for my college life.. but there's not much of a difference instead I need to see "black-face" people a.k.a friends in class.. WTF?! friends showing blacken face to you everyday in class and acting fucking fake to you as if they are sooooo friendly?! Now I really don't bother bout it anymore coz im really sick of them.. whether they wanna maintain the friendship or not is their choice.. tired of all the childish stuff..

Kids nowadays...

My uncle's family came over on Sunday, supposed to go out for dinner but ended up only the old people + 1 small fly went. HAHAHA!

Me and my 2 cousins stayed home waiting for our dabao-ed food.
(Aged 15 & 12)

Me - in PC room
Cousins - Couch potato-ing + arguing on which channel to watch *boys...*

1 hour later, mum came home and rang the door bell...

Ting tong~ ting tong~
I didn't heard any movements from my cousins so I went out. 2 of them sitting on the couch like statues staring at me like nothing happened!

So I asked them,
"You 2 got no legs izzit?"

Elder one looking innocently at me and asked,
"Huh?! Why? What happened?"

Me,
"Your aunt and parents came back with your food la! Didn't you hear the door bell rang!"

Then he answered,
"Huh!! That's the door bell ah? I thought that's somebody's phone that rang!"


*fainted*

boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aiks.. I'm in Ipoh now.. 3 words.. BORED BORED BORED!!! haiz...

luckily my uncle got a broadband adi.. BUT! connection like shit here!!! running in kbps only (53.6 kbps)!!! WTH?!

weekend Astro got nth much to watch sumore.. haiz.. so.. end up now make some nice nails for my g-ma.. hahaha! and watch some old dramas i took back..

oh ya.. I'm into nail art lately.. wakakaka! all because of Hui Juin la.. influence me.. bad influence.. hahaha!

sei lor......

it's 2:37 now!! and I'm having exams in few hours time!!!! (9:00 AM!!) habis aku!!! and I don't have anything prepared in my mind for exams!! stupid paper.. why on earth we need to study such subject....... it won't make any differences!!!!!!

M'sia: Cultural & Religious Practices

Does it sounds helpful to you? NO RIGHT!!!! bloody subject.. driving me up the wall!!! ARGHHH!!!