It's really difficult for me to have a friend that works on the same "channel" with me.. I am one who doesn't like to act in front of a friend. Really can't understand what those people are thinking.. Why would you need to act in front of them? If they are your friends? Just be your true-self people!!
I had and have many of them that "acts" and seriously they suck big time!! Are there something wrong with their brains? attitude? WHY WHY WHY?!?!
Friendship are meant to be appreciated, not to ruined it.. Although I don't really like some of their attitude but I still do appreciate them as my friends! Friends are hard to find, friendship is difficult to maintain. So, APPRECIATE it!
Found these from a friend's blog that I think is really true...
我知道，(Once, we were such good friends, understanding each other,
会有那么的一天。
大家曾经是那么要好的朋友，
曾经那么的熟悉过。
有一天，
将会变成如此的陌生，
如此的普通。
but, we will soon to not know each other anymore)
**My translation sucks la...
I do take my friendship serious.. VERY SERIOUS!! Trying my best to maintain it, but still there are some who doesn't understand what's friendship.. really sad bout that.. had been hurt deeply by some which I treat them like my good friends.. but they destroy the bond between us.. what can I say? ......
Once, I was sad 'coz my secondary friends had their new uni life and leaving the old ones for awhile.. but now, everyone appreciate it once again 'coz the bond is there.. had been together for 8 years, some even longer.. we don't act or fake things out, we are all good with anything and everything done by anyone.. which I really do love them even more now!
Until college life, my previous accounting friends.. once we were close too, after not being in the same course anymore.. everyone got separated as well.. but it's still ok for me 'coz we still do keep in touch once in a while..
Current college mates.. almost speechless.. kiddos.. immature.. attitute problem.. damn-Chinese-educated-kids.. not everyone of them but mostly.. although I am also Chinese educated but I don't act like one over-rated Chinese-educated-kid.. How should I "elaborate"...... Speechless lo!!!
I thought after leaving accounting, joining PR will be more fun for my college life.. but there's not much of a difference instead I need to see "black-face" people a.k.a friends in class.. WTF?! friends showing blacken face to you everyday in class and acting fucking fake to you as if they are sooooo friendly?! Now I really don't bother bout it anymore coz im really sick of them.. whether they wanna maintain the friendship or not is their choice.. tired of all the childish stuff..
